I try to not listen to this album, especially this song. The whole album puts me in that place and this song’s composition- negating the lyrics- has a detrimental effect on me. But it’s beautiful. And I relate to it in a very intimate way.
I don’t know how the fuck I can pull my life together when my family assumes that I never want to amount to anything and my educators just think that I don’t want to do anything past high school and I’m not worth their time.